If you love me!
If you love me!
Because
I love you so much
I’ve
forgotten to love myself.
Lost
everything for you
What
was mine and all.
I’ve
chosen this frozen emptiness
And
this endless fall.
For
you I’ve died many times
And
have cried darkest nights of ages
Watched
funerals of happiness.
Because I love you so much
I’ve
paid blood and sweat for your love
Bribed
streams of tear
Offered
smiles and maimed hopes
Only
because I love you so much.
I
remember
I
had dreams sprinkled all over the sky,
Bridges
across the stars built for me
And
roads to the land beyond horizons
Because
I love you so much
Lost
my dreams and lost my roads.
Nowhere
to go without you
I
wait here lost in love
Yearning
for a melody of life.
Thirsty-thirsty
like a dead planet
I’ve
felt the solid darkness of love.
This
silence-silence of silences
Chills
me more than death above
Because
I love you so much
I’ve
lost all pleasure and pain
But
if you only love me
Come
and release me from this chain.
Awaken
me! Enliven me!
Because
I love you so much.
By Bijoy Kumar subba